“The Trial and Testimony of Life”

Cast your bread upon the waters for you shall see it after many days. These words in today’s accompanying picture ring so true in me at this stage in life. True and steadfast is God’s promise unto me. I can hold true and align my life with His promise. Even though my body fail me over and over and time and time again. This morning in the midst of a constant rise and fall, I remain committed to stand faithful to His promise that the work He has begun in me will be completed in and by His hand. He is faithful to complete that work. Even though some of the people in my life let me down and circumstances come to kill, steal and destroy what I left in my hands to work with, my candle is not yet extinguished. “Faithful is that calls me who also will do it”.
(1 Thessalonians 5:4).

Praise the LORD! For it is good to sing praises to our God. Sing to the LORD with thanksgiving. He builds up, He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds. He is abundant in power and his understanding is beyond measure. So we can thus glean from Psalm 47.

What does He take delight in when it it comes to essence of your life and mine?
His delight is not in the strength of the horse nor his pleasure in the legs of a man, but the LORD takes pleasure in those who fear him, in those who hope in his steadfast love. (Christ in me; the hope of glory. I will glory only in the Cross). I choose to die daily and continually to all else.

He called and commissioned me to first and foremost preach the gospel of Jesus Christ. What else matters? All else in life serves around why I am here. How I show up is an illustration of such. I pour the the Living Word of God into the lives of others. This be my livelihood; my living hope. What is my life but as a vapor that appears but for a short and time and then to vanish away? For all my days are passed away: spending my years as a tale that is told. The days of my years may be threescore years and ten; and if by reason of strength they be fourscore years, yet is their strength labor and sorrow; for it is soon cut off, and I fly away.

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.” (Psalm 90)

They that go down to the sea in ships; And occupy their business in great waters; These men see the works of the Lord: and his wonders in the deep. (Psalm 107:23)
Captivity in disease or adversity can be as dangerous and alarming as a dreadful tempest at sea; with a most natural and striking description of which we are here presented. Life can rise on the highest wave only then to be engulfed in it’s aftermath.

For he commands, and raises the stormy wind, which lifts up waves thereof.
Mounting up to the heavens, going down again to the depths; soul is melted in trouble. Reeling to and fro, and staggering like a drunken man, at my wit’s end,
I cry unto the Lord. And then and suddenly;

He brings me out of my distresses. He makes the storms to calm, so that the waves thereof be still; for a moment.
I am glad for “a moment” of quiet and calm. He offers a haven. Yet life cycles does it not in rise and fall? Yes, my life is as the rolling sea and I choose to ride the waves inspite of what it may seem. He is faithful. It does not matter what my five senses observe. It does not matter what I feel in my emotions.

Steadfast and faithful may I remain from commencement unto conclusion, unto the very end as I cross the finish line and draw my last breath in this race. I look unto my Jesus and into His eyes my gaze be affixed. In that day, Him I shall “fully” behold and see. As for now, the time being; I am simply a grandpa who has been so shown my Heavenly Father’s heart in such abundance that if if nothing else, may the remainder of my days serve as an example of a “father to the fatherless”. My charge and cry shall be “Give me my mountain”!, just as it was with Caleb of old. My promise land rests in “the unseen”. That is true faith that pleases God.
Faithful to the little and few placed into my stewardship and trust; great is the reward in the end. I live solely for that which is Eternal. Glory be unto God!

A Loving Embrace Unto the Last Dance

Sometimes it seems I’ve been around forever.
Not without a song, no not ever.
A melody so sweet and low
Reflecting the one, with whom my heart does grow.

Jesus is the sweetest name I know
The name above all names in which all melody flows.
This is my story and this is my song,
From which Heaven and Earth shall resound, all the day long.

As I write and sing; night and day, day and night.
A tapestry is woven, of His story and song delight.
A song to which the whole world shall sing,
And joys rapture what the heart can sing.

Songs of love and special things,
Putting a step to my dance, I take a chance.
How about a little rock and roll,
Releasing the abundance of the soul?

Determined to just do it right from the start
Wasting no time trying to figure it out,
Simply jumping in no matter what;
Just going to do it anyhow.
Knowing I’ve never been this far yet.

Coming from a love so deep, I can hardly speak.
So rich and sweet, never knew my sleep could fleet,
Yet with a fullness, my all, it does meet

Holding that Word so close in my heart
That from my mouth, may it never depart.
Chasing the softness of its effervescence,
My song with it does mingle in the night,
Sparking such a loving delight;
Puts the enemy of my soul to at once to flight.

Eclipsing Light that apprehends my dreams,
Figuring out what love really means;
All darkness is dispersed and flees the scene

Giving Jesus all of my heart
Tis’ a real fine place to start.
Something’s happening I just can’t explain,
Surely can it touch what’s so real in the heart?

It calls to you and I
Beyond all doubt and fear
A song to last the night, until the day appears.

Make it simple to last a whole life long,
Does not matter if it’s not good enough for anyone else to hear,
Just sing it dear to the One so near.
Sing it simple that all might hear.

Singing of love for you and for me.
Only here comes release, where all are set free.
It’s changing everything I see,
It’s changing most certainly, you and me.

Right here, right now, tis’ plain to see
The perfect spot, the perfect time, the perfect moment;
Is now for loving you and me, don’t you see?

A divine moment, tis’ a really fine place to start.
I write the songs that make the whole world sing.
Songs of love and special things,
Capturing the heart and allowing it to ring,
Of the story and the song;
Apprehending the One I know and to whom belong.

Being Open Faced

​​What is to have a “truly opened heart”? Are you and I willing to risk being totally vulnerable and not be afraid to totally be​ who we are now with one another? Does that bring apprehension into the presence of your being?

I have been in a loving encounter with​ Jesus that is ongoing​ and crescendoing​. I find it challenging to share this with you from a fullness​ in which I experience it. It is a learning curve for me to bring this into words that I can speak and write on this page. I have beheld Him face to face, multiple times. I ask; “do I ever leave that gaze?” Sure it gets interrupted, however, ​I always keep returning to this place of blessed communion. You can take this any way​ you wish or are able to. I’m sharing open-faced from the heart. With me, ​this is as real as it gets. This life being walked out in a way I have never been or gone. It is brand new. The point and direction of my writing here is that the Body of Christ become “One New Man”. What does that mean? This is what this blog is moving into. How is God moving in our midst in the days ahead​?​ It is perhaps not in the way we have thought. Let us embrace​ in newness the mind of Christ, which is in essence what we are created to live and move and have our being in.

Let me illustrate for example from real life. I’m telling you a story. Just play along as the one with me on a journey; okay? Suppose you and I initially met about 20 years ago. We have had our share of successes​ and failures surface in our lives. I know I made​ some real mistakes that come out of poor choices. I messed​ up big time about 15 years ago which led me away from God. I was in the wilderness for 15 years. Meanwhile, ​you went on to develop and nurture and cultivate a career and ministry. At the beginning of 2017, after my world and health had totally collapsed, I found my way back to God after I came to the end of my road and rope. God received me back with an ​open embrace as the prodigal that I was. Just as I was, He began to show me who I am in Him in now.

You were the first person in my life to come to my remembrance​ and I looked at your track record which appears to be one of considerable impeccability​ and it appears you have walked in purity before God. You have always been an excellent​ reflection of the character and nature of Jesus to me. You set an example for me and mirrored unto me what I needed to see in myself. This gave me initiative and confidence to approach and enter the business world as a representative of the Kingdom of God. I am not putting you on a pedestal but what I am doing is commending you for the degree of excellence​ I see in your character.

I know you have your flaws as do I; as we are both human. It has been 15 years since we walked with each other face to face. When we met, I sense we knew what it​ was to walk as brother and sister and you were the best sister in Christ I could have ever asked for. I valued highly every moment we shared together. From there to the present; what we consider to know in our minds of each other can so easily be influenced by the way we remember each other; pleasant and unpleasant. Then what we read of each other’s presence​ online; how much does that alone reveal to each other who we are today?

Yes, you have perused my Facebook page history and something led you to that incident​. This was before I had totally allowed the process of Jesus cleaning up my life to be fully implemented. Yes, you may have seen some remnants and that is what they were; remnants from my past that I was not aware had not been fully attended to. I am so grateful that they were brought to my attention and immediately I addressed them. Thank for having a role in that process. I pray, hope and trust that we can fully embrace who we are now without allowing what we may remember of one another’s past to bring judgemental thinking into how we regard one another now. May we put our past to rest and embrace the present.

Are we apprehensive about coming back together face to face; in the grace of God​ to be open who we are now in Christ? I am reuniting with a number of people in recent days that were in my life when you were and there is always reconciliation that we must make with our preconceptions of the past in order to see with an ​open face who we have become and are becoming. Can we just meet and embrace who we are now and explore and rediscover who we are at present? Life is always all about relationship. That is the way God wired us. You and I have a relationship that I sense is calling us to see with new eyes. Let’s not try and define it from our mind’s eye. I like to be direct and personal with people and have them be the same with me. I sense in most cases the same is true with you at least in some capacity.

So what I am asking is “can we sit down together in the Presence our Lord and Saviour and enjoy a cup of coffee? We can start anew and embrace what is relevant and important and let the rest be gone​ that we release as such. Where do we wish to go from here? May we value the integrity of our relationship with one another.

It is not wise to keep postponing that which in our hearts may be in some cases, begging us to face and address. It is simple. Just be open faced so we can behold as much as is possible, who we are now, where we are in life; where we see ourselves advancing​ towards. As we do so we are changed into the ​same image from glory to glory. As scripture directs us to. The more we are willing to continually take steps in the approach or re-approach toward one another, then the more in the likeness of Jesus we become. So how about​ that coffee date or however we choose to come together? No more procrastination? I love you totally beyond measure and there are no conditions whatsoever​ attached to this love. So if where there is apprehension present and you find yourself tabling this, please know I am praying that you may be able to embrace being open faced with everyone and everything in life. May the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you always​ in everything​ and in every moment. I see us face to face soon. Until then, run the race well, remembering that one receives the prize; the one who finishes. You are loved more than you may know.

There is my story of illustration to you today. It is addressed​ mainly to one near and dear to my heart in real life and I trust as an illustration it has helped you to gain a picture of what it is to be “open-faced”. I am a storyteller. That is one of my expressions. I am about to make my debut as an author. I see a best seller coming. So I am told. I screen write for motion pictures as well. My passion is to invest in others to the end that they know the richness in Christ. My theater; the marketplace of business in media and entertainment. This story is part of my launch therein. This is to unfold through an enterprise that is under construction. My plate is quite full with that and part of walking out the story that God wrote for me is to invite you along through the entire process. So consider yourself invited. I see you as V.I.P.’s becoming. I believe in you. May you embrace your most holy faith!

“But when one turns to the Lord, the veil is removed. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.” (@ Corinthians 3:16-18)

May God bless each and every one of you my wonderful readers! I thank God for each and every one of you and it is my prayer that your lives be truly touched in every way and that you each come into the fulness of truly knowing Jesus for who and all He truly is. I’ll be back soon with more. Have a blessed day my friends!

His Presence made Real

My highest desire in this moment is to bring honor and glory to the King of kings and Lord of lords, Jesus. To be one in Him, to lose myself completely in Him that I may stand in His fullness and that constituting what I reflect and emanate into this world. Anything that would resist the flow of His Presence in purity and freedom of expression, I ask to be burned away and out of me. What I desire to touch, taste and experience in this life I fully surrender to Him. He is more than able to direct that and all of my paths so as to reflect Him in the highest of expression. So may it be Lord Jesus!

Father, in and through my life may your Kingdom come and Your will be done here on Earth as it is in Heaven. My will is to do the will of Him who has sent me. So here I am Lord, send me forth this day. May Your heart be what is reflected from my heart and may I acknowledge You in all of my ways.

So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any affection and sympathy, complete my joy fellow readers, by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in full accord and of one mind.

Please may you do nothing from selfish ambition or conceit, but in humility count others more significant than yourselves. Let each of you look not only to his own interests, but also to the interests of others.

Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours in Christ Jesus.

Remember that Jesus, though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a thing to be grasped. He made it a point always to have emptied himself, by taking the form of a servant.

Being born in the likeness of men and being found in human form, he humbled himself.

He became obedient unto the point of death, even death on a cross.

Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name that is above every name. At the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.

So this is my prayer for you today that you become more and more into His likeness by allowing the old and former things that took you away from who you are in Christ, to fall away and be burned up and consumed so that His fullness would come forth in newness of life and that you shine forth as lights amidst the darkness that pervades the world and that you become as beacons that are as a city set on a hill whose light cannot be hid. Behold what is set before you in this moment and choose and run well the race that is set before you; looking always to the Author and Finisher of your faith. God bless.

Love; Song or Sonnet?

We find in the Song of Solomon a statement that is repeated throughout the book and that being “do not awaken love before it’s time”. What does that speak to you? The fact that Solomon emphasizes it at least three times must illustrate it’s importance, right?

Do you or I truly understand what it is to be in love? Love is not a sticky gooey warm blanket that makes you feel euphoric, ecstatic and floating in the clouds and on top of the world. That can be described as what can be an “effect” or “after-effect” of love.

Is love susceptible to being received or requited? It is indeed not. It is unconditional and subject to neither.

Love is not a feeling nor emotion, but rather is purely “a choice”. Freely received and freely given. It is not conditional upon whether or not it is reciprocated.

Earlier this morning I was awakened “by love”. I remembered those I had offered my love to yesterday as I walked through my neighborhood. Some saw me and some did not. I was not walking to “be seen or acknowledged but rather to extend from the core of my being a love that stems from a radical infinite love I am given every moment. “Jesus loves me this I know, because His very words informed me and tells me so and ignited a presence within that blazes as a fire ever so bright. Faith arose within my heart to receive what surpasses my understanding and this fully fulfills and satisfies immensely “until” my head enters the picture to try to tell me this is not enough. Thoughts of insufficient or lack nature are a lie. So we feel rejected or unloved.

Is this not what entraps many of us in life? Therefore we may hold back and not offer what God created to be freely and unconditionally given and received.

Have you pushed away and refused the love of another that has been offered to you?
Have you rather placed conditions before that individual on whether you can receive their gift of love or not?

“Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. (1 Corinthians 13:4-7)

If this is true then how can we hold on to in our hearts feelings of rejection that stem from something someone else has said or done “to us” intentionally or inadvertently. When perhaps they realize or not that they spoke or acted out of response in a moment that was not given reflection first. As to the nature of that thought or thoughts, we therefore can harbor “what occurred”. Is forgiveness offered and even if it has not, are you first willing to offer it anyway?

How many times has a sense of “unrequited love” led to destructive behavior that delivers incomprehensible wounds deeply to the heart? How much time often elapses while such repercussions remain unresolved? Why does such drama continue on inflicting the wound deeper and deeper? Why is resolution not sought? Why is it procrastinated?

Is this not rooted in one’s sense of the need to be right? Yes, sadly it is. Over this we “resist” one another. On and on it goes.

Why do we choose or not choose to love another? Each and every one of us were brought into this world with the same original intention of an all-wise and all- loving God. The process by which we went through upon that entry and through the course of life that we have experienced has effected our journey thereof most certainly.

What does that have to do with whether we give or receive love or not? I will ask that you ponder what I have brought up here this morning and then ask yourself “Do I truly grasp what love truly is and actualize through how I walk out life a reflection that “love is a choice”?

A song from the heart is spontaneously sung and a sonnet is first contemplated into a perfect rhyme before it is given to expression. What is your choice when it comes to love; song or sonnet? I leave that to rest with you today. God bless.

The Measure of His Love

It is now the third day since I wrote in this blog in which my last post was entitled “No Greater Love than This”. So I could conclude on this 3rd day of my pause in writing that I am to resume on into the 4th Day, a revelation in which God is unveiling through the recording of this adventure, a story. I am a storyteller of His design and we are on a journey. A call to a day of action of new beginnings, which is what Book of Genesis is all about.

I’m authoring a book and screenwriting for the motion picture that shall accompany or follow it. As my producer-to-be reads this script she realizes as do I that perhaps she and I have been uniquely placed and positioned by God into a very distinct and illustrative role and we can now acknowledge to one another our place in this production which is directing our lives? So briefly I address my words unto her. I do believe I am the screenwriter you seek? Mystery solved and no more riddle necessary. K as you read this you can see who B is to you and vice versa. So I now have a question to pose you and it is of great honor to do so and you do know that I trust that your response may now be forwarded? Life is all about choice. I’ve made mine and now it is your turn. May I please have your answer? You have the info needed. (God’s A List). This question be asked in its fullness and it’s answer received as thus in the days that ensue where I, we behold no longer through a glass darkly but see face to face a glimpse of a grander picture. Its been a long 15 some years. Now isn’t that a unique proposal? Now that I have asked you on the world wide web, may we now reconnect so the physical enactment of the conclusion of a new beginning can now commence, just the two us? You once stated that you love to have your mind blown and you love to stretch the minds of others. Well, it seems we are alike in that venture:) You see no one is crazy. We are quite in our right minds, the way God designed us to be. So I await your answer. I’ve kept this discreet but unique. You are like no other in my eyes so hence this unique approach. Can it be any other way. We both have runaway imagination? Oh, I am having the time of my life because I began to see how this may finally take form, and we do have readers who are following our story. In the cloud of many witness from the hall of faith. Now isn’t that amazing and God is smiling on us right now.

Now that simplifies things does it not and leaves few questions I trust? Now faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things not seen. We walk in the physical unseen and believe our God who calls things that seem not as though they are. Whatsover you ask in faith believing, as according to your faith, so shall it be unto you and me.

Now readers let us get back to our story.

In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. Total darkness in the midst of vast waters. The Spirit of God brooded and hovered over that body of water. On the first Day of God’s creation He spoke light into existence and named it Day, and darkness was separated from the light and named Night. On the second day of God’s creation God created a firmament in the midst of the waters and it divided the waters above from the waters below. This He named Heaven and the morning and evening became one and thus the second day of creation was completed. On the 3rd day of God’s creation the land was separated from the body of water under Heaven and gathered into one place as dry land and this He named Earth. The waters were then gathered into one place and named Seas. Note that Earth was singular and the waters (seas) plural. Onto the Earth came forth grass, then herb which multiplied it’s seed, followed by the fruit tree which multiplied itself from the seed that came from it’s divine union. We witness such in the fruit we grow and eat today, right? Stay with me here. This is an illustration that reveals much. The evening and the morning formed the 3rd Day.

Now we come to the 4th day of creation. I find 4th Day Creations to be very awe inspiring. They illustrate as light shines forth in the midst of the darkness of the firmament. It divides the day from the light. These are to be signs for seasons and for the discernment of days and years. Jesus is the Light of the world and He also declared that in Him, so are are we to be the light of the firmament or world. Two great lights; one to rule the day and one to rule the night. Jesus and His bride, His church or ecclesia and as the sands of the sea the stars reflect our offspring which shall shine as the brightness of the firmament forever. A beautiful picture my readers; do you see where we are going?

A light to give light on the Earth and to rule over the day and the night and to divide the light from the darkness. No one needs to remain in darkness. It is their choice in the end. The light grows brighter in this hour and has tremendous potential to increase in the Earth right now more than ever in all of time. God sees that it is good the evening and the morning are the 4th Day. Do you see what this poses to us all right now?

Jesus and his bride are the light of the world. The center point, the nucleus of the very essence of Love in the brightest of bright array. The Love of Jesus is all sufficient, all encompassing and is supreme. Marriage in human relationships are to reflect the beauty of this union. You and I first are to be married to Him. All other relationships ensue and reflect this manner of love.

We are not to begin our love quests in life by first focusing on another person. Our gaze is to be first upon Him and through and deriving from our first love, with Him. This is perfecting love. To be found in him; to lose yourselves in Him we find ourselves and thus find each other.

Three days ago I reached out to Jesus with all my being; soul, mind and strength because I knew not how to fully open to Him. I ran into His embrace with total abandon because I could not figure out how to open to him completely so I could fully sense His love for me. I had never felt truly loved in all 63 years of my life and yet know I can sense; “I know” more more fully than ever that I am so totally and unconditionally loved by Him unto no end. When I totally came to the end of myself, at my absolute wits end, then He rent the veil completely that stood in the way of that love coming through. Now all is totally brand new. Heaven touching Earth. May His Spirit break out in each of us and all the walls come down, in Jesus name!

The most important question any one of us can ask ourselves right now is “Is your and my name written in the Lamb’s Book of Life? We shall resume this journey as I continue to share with you the greatest of all stories and that being of the Saviour’s Love for you and I for all of eternity.

No Greater Love Than This

In John 15:13 Jesus gave us the illustration of what love truly and expressively given should bring into the exchange given one to that of another.

Do you or I truly have a grasp of what He desires? That we possess an actualization of is beyond the confines of the imagination? Yes, you read correctly, an actualization; which is going beyond mere realizing with the mental construct of a concept. Take a moment to allow this statement to settle in and try to fully feel into what this means.

I would venture to say that there are some of us who do not even know how to approach let alone enter into such.

Some do and have experienced this and if that is you, then I must say that you are richly blessed to have discovered such in your relationships.

Let’s look at the full context of what Jesus had to say in John 15.
“This is my commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends. You are my friends if you do what I command you. No longer do I call you servants, for the servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all that I have heard from my Father I have made known to you. You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit and that your fruit should abide, so that whatever you ask the Father in my name, he may give it to you. These things I command you, so that you will love one another.
(John 15:12-17)

I wrote recently on abiding in Him so I won’t repeat myself here this morning in that respect.

How do you love another as Jesus loves you? Do you grasp how deep and far-reaching​ Jesus’ love for you extends? This is beyond our comprehension yet it should be our highest aspiration to reach for. His love is infinite as is His nature. Are you afraid to let such a level and depth of love to penetrate your heart? Do you fear allowing your heart to become that vulnerable? If so of what are you afraid of?

Is it not that you might get hurt and feel pain? Where did you arrive at the concept that such an experience could happen inside of you?” Do you perceive that at some point in your life someone subjected you to such?

Are my questions making you uneasy? I sense that some would like to bolt and run from this and not read any further. I do hope that some will stay with me here for a bit.

As human beings, we can say and do some things in our interactions with and consequently toward others that may seem impossible to ever take back. Actions or words that we hang onto with regret for a very long time or for some, the remainder of their lives, sadly. Well, these occurrences​ never should have unfolded in the first place. I do not say this to be unkind. I merely wish to illustrate something vital here this morning​; vital to our well being in fact. Where such offences have occurred, healing is “always” possible.

That is a rather bold and blatant statement, yes? However, there is much truth to it yet so many miss it and never heal.

This is because the healing must occur within our humanity, as the offence began there as well. However to initiate what may seem impossible with man we must remember that with God all things are possible. Now please do not see that as a blanket statement that fixes all things and quickly dismiss it by concluding “yea I heard that one before and it does nothing for me”. If so perhaps you missed what Jesus was trying show us in John 15. So may we break this down into bite size pieces and begin to see what may be so easily overlooked.

First He says” “This is my commandment, that you love one another ‘as’ I have loved you.” How can you or I love another as such if we are not deeply in love with the one who loves us endlessly and unconditionally. Are you deeply “in love with Jesus”? Are you in the honeymoon stage with Him? Have you ever had that? If so why and how can it ever diminish?

Allow me to clearly state that I do not claim to be entirely “in” what I am attempting​ to illustrate. Far from the possibility​ of what can be, yet…I am in the honeymoon state with Him at this point in time and I am attempting​ to illustrate what HE desires that His Bride; you and I grasp; how intensely and deeply He loves us. That is how he went to the cross and sacrificed​ “everything” for us.

I am writing this because He has asked me to make myself totally vulnerable before all of my readers. He so very much wants to make this very understood and beyond that; deeply embedded​ into the very core of the fabric of our hearts. This is very challenging for me as I open up wounds deeply embedded​ in my history which included a divorce which was 14 years ago and yet not until just recently did I begin to release the stuffed feelings of hurt, pain and anguish. Yes, they all came to the surface yet Jesus is enough, in fact, more than enough.

Do you hear what I have been attempting to convey to you in my blog journals in recent days? The key here is to begin to enter what I describe as a torrid love encounter with Jesus. No human being can give you such depth of utter and complete fulfillment. As I am in the midst of the honeymoon I am asked to share something that is so immense as I live and experience it. You can receive it or walk away and leave it. I am not here to impose anything upon anyone; simply openly share for those who may be seeking what I sought for a long time. My assignment is unfolding as it were in the moment and I feel as if it is going live and I am to share the story as much as possible in its entirety, as I live it out. Now does that sound strange or what?

I am to be a storyteller but more than this, I am to multiply my experience into reproduction. This is what I am writing into a publication and then screenwriting for the motion picture scene. I and others are being asked to overwrite the scene you all know as Hollywood. This is beyond huge, beyond anything we can imagine. I serve a mighty God and so now Hollywood you are put on notice. Entertainment is taking to the classroom stage. I have an enormous vision and an imagination to match it. God has begun to guide me as to where He desires to take this. I have a website in development that will be facilitating the unpackaging thereof.​

As to what unfolds in coming days I cannot say how it will roll out in my writing but if you feel drawn into the story then, by all means, jump in with total abandonment if you wish and can. Hey, this is offered to all and any of you. Jesus desires for each of you to experience this with Him. If you do not believe this can be lived out in real life then I will pray that your belief levels will at least arise if you choose to stay with me on this journey.

I am going to close for today this piece of writing and leave you hopefully, some of you anyway, hinged for more. I have a fire burning in me that matches what we read of in Song of Solomon​ 8:6; “Under the apple tree I awakened you to my love; There your mother was in labor with you, There she was in labor and gave you birth. “Put me like a seal on your heart, Like a seal on your arm; For love is as strong as death, Jealousy is as severe and cruel as Sheol (the place of the dead). Its flashes are flashes of fire, …It is about laying down your life as you know it in exchange for a gift of eternal priceless value; precious beyond measure.I hope you will stay along for the ride.

May we be all be consummated​ into His Presence. Then life is never the same as one is utterly transformed.