Just the other day I stated on this blog that there are days when life just has a way of coming at you. Yesterday I had an even greater dose of such. A recipe for living life to it’s fullest; it seems for me to be all the more incentive to get even more passionate about what I put my hand to.
I was fully on assignment in what God has given me to do in my state capitol to represent Him and His Kingdom in helping to bring about restoration that helps to maintain His Presence in and around where the seat of government operates out of in the State of Washington. I work quietly behind the scenes choosing to feel very content to remain nameless and faceless because Jesus is all that needs to be seen in me. It is not about me but rather all about Him. I labor in love in the media and arts and entertainment and am building business’ and ministry to be able to carry forth in life what I am very passionately moved and stirred to be about, in life. So in the process of launching out for the most part as an unknown entrepreneur, it is mapping out and laying groundwork to fulfill the walking out of the story that God has written for to fulfill in the the lifetime He has given me to accomplish such.
He brought me out of over a decade of chronic illness which had my life at a nearly complete standstill at times. He then proceeded to restore me to an optimal state of well being which I am currently on my way moving towards. I have been feeling 20 years younger, yet the body needs time to catch up and acclimate and so I pace my self so I can advance. I cover every aspect of my being and what I do with verse and scripture from God’s Word. I read, pray and decree it continually every day and stand on it fully day and night. I breathe it in and out and that Living Word is my continual sustenance and has revolutionalized the reshaping and restructuring of my life and destiny that I am stepping into. It took months of standing in faith seeing very little change before there was physical shifting and then when it came I underwent what I term being radicallly reborn from within my spirit. It was all Jesus that changed me from the inside out.
We see beginning in Ephesians 1:1 that the Father has blessed us with every spiritual blessing in Jesus Christ. Yes, as He has blessed each one of us in Christ with such in the heavenly places which we are to walk out in the earth.
He chose us in Him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before Him. In love He (pre)destined us for adoption to himself as sons through Jesus Christ.
All according to the purpose of his will, to the praise of his glorious grace, with which he has blessed us in the Beloved.
In Him we have saving grace through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses according to the riches of his grace.
Which he poured out abundantly upon us, in all wisdom and insight making known to us the mystery of his will.
Which is according to his purpose, which he set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in him, things in heaven and things on earth.
In him we have obtained an inheritance, having been (pre)destined according to the purpose of him who works all things according to the counsel of his will.
This all being so that we who were the first to hope in Christ, might “be” to the praise of his glory.
Now getting back to my experience yesterday, I was joyfully and peacefully sitting and walking quietly about my work in mid morning when I began to notice chest pains, weakness on my left side, being light in the head, nausea, disorientation, and changes in my vision in the left eye, fierce headache and pulsing in my head; just to name the highlights of what was occurring, I knew something was not quite right and I needed to get medical attention. So navigating through it all I managed to get to the hospital as the symptoms would come on and then subside so I had the process to work through in a city I don’t currently reside in and I was there pretty much on my own. Long story short; I ended up at the hospital “in my city” with family to join me in support. So the doctors released me to return home and symptoms subsided to some degree. I had a lot of prayer going up for me and I felt it. Now this morning I awoke to find my body somewhat compromised and impaired and my faith and drive all the more at an all time high. I took authority over what is going on in my being with the Word of God and addressed it all specifically and thoroughly and though some of it is still present it shall not halt me in my journey. Adapting and setbacks being par for the course.
At the hospital in the emergency room for 6 hours I was thoroughly checked out fully for cardiac issues and had a Ct scan on my head with chest xray with multiple blood tests and to have all come back negative. I did not actually “feel” all that bad, inspite of all the symptoms presenting. It was just difficult to “function” and navigate. I merely wanted to get to the underlying basis of what was occurring and know that it was not life critical. So I was sent home with no real answers other than to follow up with my doctor which is in the works now.
In light of the Word of God I am unshakable, unmovable and shall always be abounding in the work God has given me to carry out. I may need the hands and feet of the assistance of others to continue to carry forth some of what would be some basics of I normally do myself in the interim; part of that is getting about. Yet today in my work space, which is in my home I will be working with building through media my business’ and ministry aspects of what I am best at as I am able. My heart is still lakeside at Capitol Lake in Olympia and it is amazing what I can achieve though Christ who works within and through me; I can do all things through Him. Hallelujah!
I invite you to continue with me on this personal journey with God if you wish to do so as I am on it for only one purpose and that is to bring forth the glory of Jesus Christ. To Him I give all the glory and praise and in Him I totally have the victory in all things. Every word and promise from Him “YES” and to every YES, Amen! Halleujah! The journey continues!